Tuesday BLUE

Sad...Sad...Sad...Sad...Sad...
Today is the darkest for me. I never been so dark before...
In the Afternoon time...I said something wrong in my friend house. Then, this made him unhappy and uneasy... I feel very sorry about that... This one is okay... I still can stand about it.
Until the Evening time, went to drink "tong shui" with my gang. Very very happy in the beginning. Unfortunately, my friend suddenly collided with the table. Then, my "HOT" red bean soup pour out from the bowl and scalded my leg. My leg felt very pain and became red on that time. Actually, I felt very pain on that time. But I try my hard to endure the pain. I gave a smiley face to them. Because I do not anybody feel guilty about this. This was just an accident.
The night time... My friend bought me burger from pasar malam. So, after I took shower, we having dinner together and chi chatting. My roommate was the fastest to finish the meal. Therefore, she packed the wastes into a plastic bag. Then, without pay heed for my retainer, I just threw the plastic into the main garbage downstair. Until 7 p.m., I only realized that my retainer missing. Then, I only realized my roommate put it into the plastic bag that threw by me to the garbage.
After realized that, both of us rush to the garbage downstair to find. The garbage is very dirty and disgusted. But I still need to find it out. I do not have extra money to make a new one. Finally, I found it. Luckily, it wrapped inside a tissue; the tissue wrapped by a plastic bag; the plastic bag wrapped by some newspapers; then inside a plastic bag. Then, I used the "Listerine" t wash my retainer and brush with toothpaste. Double clean first, then put back my mouth.
I feel very down now. I wish that I can find at least one of them to talk with... But at this moment, I can't get two of them. May be this is the consequence of my dishonest... I feel like there are nobody beside me... I am in the lonely space...

CONFUSION

The relationship between human beings are very complicated...

FAREWELL, MICHEAL JACKSON 1958 - 2009

Michael Jackson was in the spotlight for more than 40 years. As a six-year-old he was the frontman for his band of brothers, the Jackson Five. Hit after hit led him into a solo career that peaked at with his masterpiece album, Thriller. As years went on controversy, prosecution and bankruptcy dogged him.

Michael Jackson died after suffering a cardiac arrest, sending shockwaves around the entertainment world as stunned stars and fans mourned the loss of the tortured music icon known as the "King of Pop." Here's a look at the life of the pop legend.

MAD

I felt upset having practical in this company. The staffs here very incongrunce in what they say and what they do. They wearing mask. They treat you in front of you, but 'tikam' you from behind. Very treacherous.

Last month, they asked me work for 5 days a week. But in this month they told me that I suppose to work for 6 days a week. Somemore, they cut off my last month allowance with the reason i only work for 5 days a week. They gave wrong information, is not my fault.

I won't being bullied. I want to fight for my right.

bad day

Finally... I am sick.
No mood to do anything, but I still need come to Uni. All because the "undone" ASSIGNMENT. I feel very tired to handle this assignment. The lecturer's classes like got many seasons. SPRING, SUMMER... SNOW. What he said always different de. I really do not know what he actually want.

I miss my Honey very much now. And I miss my papi very much. I feel alone when I fall in sick. It feels like nobody besides me. Luckily I got my Honey. He stay besides all over the night to take care of me. Thank you...

I wish that the Moral class can end early so I can go back early.

SENTIMENT

Sometimes I think that people should be brave to get their own happiness…

Sometimes I think that a too brave people will ruin the progress of relationship…

May be too many things had been done wrong in the beginning of the relationship…

A force relationship cannot get happiness in the end…

Some men thought that women should not take initiative in one relationship… I don’t understand.

Is that due to the ego problem of men???

Should I be brave to explore my deep ‘heart’ to someone??? I am a lady…

Nobody have the accurate answer!!! The answer is within you.

But I already choose to explore it… And I know I did it correctly… At least I make it clear…

AHLSS - BUFDAY ...

Now talking about my forth birthday cake… I am a bliss person. Have so many people celebrated birthday for me. Hahaha!!! The title is meaningful. Do you know what the 5 alphabet represent? These represent 5 of us, heart and soul.

At the Red Box in The Curve was my forth birthday celebration. This was a celebration with my dearest group members or called as best friends in Uni. I felt very touch. You guys spend out your precious time to help me celebrate.

We spend three hours staying in Red Box and done a lot of “things”!!! Do not think senget… We sang songs and eating… I sang the first song… “Wish myself Happy Birthday” (Translate frm Chinese). 祝我生日快乐！

Hamm!!! AOKC… What to say about him lay??? This was the first time he came to KTV. He was so jumpy and quickly brought out his hand phone to took his own photo. So proud of his look!!! One more thing, the key of songs he sang was wrong de…

Li hoh!!! In the beginning, eat and eat only. After that, sang songs. Then busying record video and took photos. She was quite busy. In the end, eat and eat only. Actually, she is quite good in photo taking and video recording… Hahaha!!!

When sang song, Seng thought that he so famous ooo!!! Everyone likes listen to his. Haiz!!! Apa friends from HILL-TOP, friends from mana-mana… (山顶来的朋友，谷底的朋友)… Wah!!! Suddenly got so many fans ooo!!! Illusion!!! Actually, the best singer within us is him. Hah! Within us only.

Now is Stephen time – the big ass person… The first song he sang was our team’s theme song – Bye Bye, from Mariah Carey. He was quite busy on that day. His phone always rang. I don’t know he came to celebrate my birthday or came to answered phone. I felt happy for him. He gets a good new on that day. Grade up become supervisor. Hahaha!!! Next time can treat us for meal already. Thank you, Ass.

My turn… Actually, this was my first time celebrated birthday in KTV. Felt very happy and touch. They sang so many different types of birthday song – traditional, in, and some haven’t heard before. 还被人逼我咬蜡烛啦！哈哈哈!!!

对于你们的厚爱，在此献于无极的感激。Thank you for all of you… My wishes are that

First, I hope we can stay in the same assignment group till the end of Uni life;

Second, our friendship will improve and last forever; &

Third, we will always gather together after graduate and talk about our recent lives.

Hope that you guys help me realize my wishes. I very appreciate the friendship build between us.

Lastly, thank you for all.