One more SHOCK...

I hate it...
I don't know how to study this anymore...
I study very very hard on this still can't get good result...
I only can get B -...
I hate this subject very very very x 100 much...

How can I change this thinking to positive one???
What can I do to improve my skills???
When should I start study hard???

Yea....

I wanna start study hard now
Don't wanna lazy start now
Can't let my parent disappointed
Wish that I will have a good future

DrEaming - nightmare???

Oh My God!!!

I always dream about him. This two nights, HE came in my dream. HE and me done a lots of romance thimgs. Ooopss... Is that mean that I betrayed my boyfriend? Is that my heart oversteps the bound? Nobody can give me a correct answer.

Since when I become like that? I am not sure about this. I started to notice about all his action, reaction, and what he had been said. Am I crazy??? I think nope. I think I had a strong feeling to him already. All my friendstold me that now is time to stop this feeling. Cannot do something "SORRY" to my boyfriend. But, feeling, who can 100% control it? I think nobody can 100% cntrol it.

I had control myself to avoid had feeling towards him. But I fail to do so. Love is blindless and colourless. We cannot do comparison in love. From the aspects of economy, look, and mature level, my boyfriend is better than him. From education level, he is higher than my boyfriend.

I realized that now I care a lots of him than my bf. I don't know why... Should I discuss this problem with both of them? Will this problem influence our relationship? A lots of questions in my mind.

My Broken H3aRt...

Do not know why??? I miss him very much today. Actually what is Love??? May be I really don't understand; may be I still need to learn about it...

He hurts me, but I still like him... Why??? Is it MAN not bad, GIRL don't like???

Oh my GOD!

LoVe - What is that???

爱一个人:
要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求， 而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

Sunway Lagoon Trip

Hahaha!!!

Today is my first time went to Sunway Pyramid. I went there with my dearest, cutety, funny, lovely, sweety, nicely, and friendly group members. Who are them ley???? Hahaha!!! Yes, are they...

Andrew, Chiew Seng, Stephen, and Shirley.

Today morning when I on the way went to Shah Alam, I felt scare. I scared I will lost. Because this is the first time I went to Shah Alam alone. Then I scared I will be late. Wanna meet with Andrew at 10.15am ma!!! I don't like be late. Ooops!!! Who's know!!! I able to arrive there at 10.15am sharp. BBbbbUUuuutttttT need to wait for him about 20 minutes. Haiz!!! Never mind la. He got urgent thing ma!!!

Later ley, we depart to Sunway Lagoon.... Haiz!!! Need to wait people again. Three of you ha!!! Always come late one. Ask you guys meet at 11.00am, then you guys came at 12.10pm. I went shopping with Mr. A 1 hour di lol. Wasting my time.

I on diet today. I combine my breakfast, lunch, and dinner together. I ate at 5pm - McDonald again. But this time I found that McDonald taste so good. It may be I too hungry di. When on the way back, I am suffering with some noisy sound. Don't know who make this disturbance. Hahaha!!! But I happy with the sound lol!!! Make my today trip end up with a beautiful lyrics. Won't forget one...

Actually, nothing special in Sunway Lagoon for me la. But 4 of them make it become special. hahaha!!! This will be a good memory in my whole life. I wont forget you all. Please remember our " Ding Qing Xin Wu" - WATCH oooo!!!! We need to show this after n years gathering. For us to recognize each others.

Hope you all happy with today trip!!! Old Fashion words...... FRIENDSHIP FOREVER.

What I Want????

I don't know what is my choice??? Who I like???Who like me???
I fall in love with someone that I should not love. I dunno what can I do to make myself away from this guy. We will see each other everyday.
Sometime I feel that he also have feeling towards me. Is that true? Should I express my feeling to him?
Confusing!!!