Courage...

After struggled for few weeks, exam end already. But still can't relax after the exam end. Still feel very stress...,,,...

Recall back before the exam start, I had said that I wanna tell him that I like him on the last day of exam. On that day, he got talked to me. At the moment my heart struggled... I don;t know wether I anna tell him or not. What are the consequences if I tell him the truth? Can he accept it? Would it influence our current relationship? Thre are many questions appeared on my mind at the moment...

Finally, I choose not to tell. I will keep this secret till end of next semester. I wanna observe myself wether I really like him o not... I prolong the time to acquire real and accurate result.

Hope that I can do it!!!

For HIM

I feel tired about this feeling.
I don't know whether I can continue hold on or not.
I feel like want to tell him my feeling.
Sometimes I feel that he got feeling to me too...
But sometimes I find no...
One thing that I can make sure is that he always reinforce my feeling...

曖昧讓人受盡委屈　
找不到相愛的證據
何時該前進　何時該放棄
連擁抱都沒有勇氣

For HIM...
If you know that you are the "HIM" inside my heart,
Please let me know how you feel...
Stop afflict me di...

曖昧讓人變得貪心　
直到等待失去意義
無奈我和你　寫不出結局
放遺憾的美麗　停在這裡

A SONG represent my feeling towards HIM

if i had to live my life
without you near me
the days would all be empty
the night would seem so long
with you i see forever all so clearly
i might have been in love before
but it never felt this strong
our dreams are young and we both know
they'll take us where we want to go

if the road ahead is not so easy
our love will lead the way of us
like a guiding star i'll be there for you
if you should need me
you don't have to change a thing
i love you just the way you are
so come with me and share the view
i'll help you see forever too

hold me now
touch me now
i don't want to live without you
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by now
how much i love you
one thing you can be sure of
i'll never ask for more than you love
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by now how much i love you
the world may change my whole life through
but nothing's gonna change my love for you

STUDY GROUP - Especially for Step, Li & Seng...

Now blaming me???

APOLOGIZE :
Sorry need to be said to 3 of you. Was not that I don't want to join you guys on yesterday study group. A small incident happen. I lost my car key. My boyfriend accidentally took away my car key. I don't have transport to go to PJ. Rain heavy somemore. That's why I cannot joined you guys yesterday. This is my reason for not joining...

BLAMING...
Huh!!! I didn't join you guys ni ma. 3 of you become so naughty ar??? Step... You say want to form study group due to boring when study alone... Li... You want study group because you don't have mood to study... Seng... You alway no mood study one la...Not till last last minute, you won't study one... Everyone want study to save our Abnormal *(the most hatest subject) final mark. Then, without me yesterday, you guys went to makan ooo... From Starbucks makan till BBQ Chicken ... What 3 of you done yesterday were makan only??? Do nothing??? If like that, you can come to Klang. We go makan together. At least you can learn sth. I can teach you some history about Klang and show you some interest place. (Although I don't know). Hahaha!!! Next time, I will in charge of the study group to avoid same problem (Eating w/out learning).

Examination...
Hope that all of us can score higher in coming exam. So, everyone must study hard lol...

Lastly...
Thank for all of you. Thank for spending time reading this. Thank for all the concern and caring.

Mid Valley

This is the first time I join Mayvis, Annie, Cathy & Cheryl go for movie. Go to Mid Valley at 8p.m. later. Haven't bath yet ley... Very lazy to go out ooo... Feel very tire today... My brain very tired. Memory and insert many things into my mind.

Money Not Enough 2... A nice movie. Now is the time for me to relax. Can't force myself too much. Later I become crazy, How??? Haha

Study Group

Very very hardworking today... Study for 8 hours non-stop...

I came to PJ at 8.30am, and waited for Step about half an hour at Asia Jaya. Always came late. Haiz... Having dinner at Tasty Treats - 'old place'... Waiting for Li and Seng...

Harriet - Sexual Dysfunction
Li - Schizo
Stephen - Somatoform
Seng - DID

Our Dai Go didn join this study group... Andrew... Where are you??? I invite YY join our study group tomorrow... Don't know she want to join or not???

Will continue study tommorrow... See you guys tomorrow... Jia You!!!